I WANNNA SCREAM AND SHOUT AND LET IT ALL OUT

I miss the time when we talk about our life and skip the world for a while:')

Seventeenth!

It's been 17th days since i let you go. I miss you so so so much and i don't know what to do. There's nothing wrong with me, and nothing wrong with you. So I keep on loving you.

Love

It's time to let you go and live my life how it should be. No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you. Have I told you lately 'I love you'? Yes, maybe this is the destiny and I must understand and accept it. I wanted it to be like old times, but I realized those days are over and you've moved on. Why do tears keep falling for someone who isn't mine? My brain and my heart says : "He won't never ever be with you. Never!" but I keep asking, why I can't except it? I don't wanna run away but I can't take it I don't understand. If I'm not made for you then why do my heart tells me that I am? I'm tired of being wrong when I'm right. I just hope I can stop this 'complicated love story'. I'm the one who want to be with you. Deep inside I hope you feel it too. Yes, I'm kinda sick of love songs and tired of tears. Something I want to ask, Why did you say to me 'You'll find someone better than me". I know there's no one will be better than you. N-O-O-N-E! If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life I wont have to think twice on saying that
"I waited a lifetime to say I love you..and I need you.". Those day without you are meaningless. I'm forcing my self to think that I'm fine.

Ask me how many times my hearts has been broken and I'll tell you to look to the sky and count the stars. There's nothing wrong with me, there's nothing wrong with you, so I keep on loving you♥

 

--gabriellaHarbin

at this table for two, i am sitting alone and playing the me-n-u.-hurufkecil

you are not forgotten, ju..

"when she open her arms and hold you close tonight it's just dont feel right. Cause i can love you more than this"

For now, I hate the fact that whenever something's wrong, I can't talk to you anymore. Or perhaps I can, but you wouldn't care as much.

Cause i'm just a girl, i love a boy, i lose a boy

There was nothing like us

If You Don't Know me By Now

If you don't know me by nowYou will never never never know me
All the thingsThat we've been throughYou should understand meLike I understand youNow girl I know the differenceBetween right and wrongI ain't gonna do nothingTo break up our happy homeDon't get so excitedWhen I come homeA little late at nightCos we only act like childrenWhen we argue fuss and fight
If you don't know me by nowYou will never never never know me
We've all got ourOwn funny moodsI've got mine,Woman you've got yours tooJust trust in me like I trust in youAs long as we've been togetherIt should be so easy to doJust get yourself togetherOr we might as well say goodbyeWhat good is a love affairWhen you can't see eye to eye
If you don't know me by nowYou will neverNever never know me

Semua orang nuntut kejujuran. Masalahnya, gak semua orang siap dengernya - @kamga_mo

Aku punya "radar tahu diri". Iya, tahu diri kalau kau tak bisa aku miliki.

i'm the plus of your minus-petra

YESTERDAY - THE BEATLES

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away.
Now it looks as though they’re here to stay.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.Suddenly, I’m not half the man i used to be,
There’s a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go
I don’t know she wouldn’t say.
I said something wrong,
Now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.

Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she had to go
I don’t know she wouldn’t say.
I said something wrong,
Now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Tell me how

How can i just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace. When i stand here taking every breath with you. You're the only one who really knew me at all. How can you just walk away from me, when all i can do is watch you leave. Cause we shared the pain and even shared the tears.

So take a look at me now, cause there's just an empty space. And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face. Now take a look at me now, when there's just an empty space. And you're comin' back to me is against all odds, and that's what i've got to face..

For the last time, i've loved you since i left you. 22

Surely, idk.

Eh dulu tuh ada yang pernah bilang gini..

I humbly ask you to let me be the first and last person who will stand beside you trough anything. To everything.
I love you, Novita Apriliyanti.

ini nih yang sampe sekarang bikin gue ga bisa lupa sama dia :))

Kadang gue bingung sama Hilm. Sebenernya gue itu disayang apa enggak sih? Waktu pacaran gue sering dicuekin, sering diabaikan, yaa gue ngerasa dia udah bosen sama gue. Makanya itu gue tinggalin, walaupun sebenernya sih ga mau banget.
Giliran gue udah pergi, dia baru ngungkapin kalo dia sayang gue. Yaa masa gue mau minta balikan gitu. Ya gak mungkin banget hh.
Iya, gue masih sayangbgt sama dia. Terlalu banyak kenangan yang gamungkin gue lupa *ceile

Whatever i said, whatever i did, i didn't mean it. I just want you to back for good,ju.
Kita kan masih punya banyak janji yang belum kita tepati
Masih punya banyak rencana yang belum terlaksana

Alah,gue laper.bye

Tahu Diri-Maudy Ayunda

Hai selamat bertemu lagi
Aku sudah lama menghindarimu
Sialku lah kau ada di sini
Sungguh tak mudah bagiku
Rasanya tak ingin bernafas lagi
Tegak berdiri di depanmu kini

Sakitnya menusuki jantung ini
Melawan cinta yang ada di hati
Dan upayaku tahu diri tak selamanya berhasil
‘pabila kau muncul terus begini
Tanpa pernah kita bisa bersama
Pergilah, menghilang sajalah lagi
Bye selamat berpisah lagi
Meski masih ingin memandangimu
Lebih baik kau tiada di sini
Sungguh tak mudah bagiku
Menghentikan segala khayalan gila
Jika kau ada dan ku cuma bisa
Meradang menjadi yang di sisimu
Membenci nasibku yang tak berubah
Dan upayaku tahu diri tak selamanya berhasil
‘pabila kau muncul terus begini
Tanpa pernah kita bisa bersama
Pergilah, menghilang sajalah lagi
Berkali-kali kau berkata kau cinta tapi tak bisa
Berkali-kali ku telah berjanji menyerah
Dan upaya ku tahu diri tak selamanya berhasil
Dan upaya ku tahu diri tak selamanya berhasil
‘pabila kau muncul terus begini
Tanpa pernah kita bisa bersama
Pergilah, menghilang sajalah lagi

Keren nih!!

just read

I know, love(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)Happens all the time, love(I always end up feeling cheated)You're on my mind, love(Oh sorta let her when I need it)That happens all the time, love, yeah

Will she do all these things? Like we used to?

HOW CAN I MOVE ON WHEN I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU??

Does she love you like i loved you? Does she tell you everyday?

Sesabar sabarnya wanita, mereka juga bisa marah.

Kalo punya pacar itu dijaga, bukan dibuang. Semakin kamu sering hilang, semakin rasa ini juga hilang.

Hujan dapat meresonansi ingatan masa lalu

Lies are beautiful, the truth hurts

fucktastic relationshit

Right now someone you haven't met is out there wondering what i would be like to meet someone like you

You never know how much you have until it's gone

Gak semua yang menurut kita baik, baik juga dimata Tuhan dan orang lain.

Sometimes we just have to let things go