so what?

i used to think you were amazing. i would have done anything for you. i never thought i would had to moving on and find love elsewhere. but you broke my heart and  i have to move on now. i can't hold onto the past i just leave my life, and now i finally found someone that actually deserve me. someone that stay with me through only not the good time, but the hard and difficult time too.

don't talk to me, you're just gonna bring back shit loads of bullshit and memories. and you know what else you going to bring back? feelings. my fuckin' feelings for you. so stop talking to me before i do the untuinkable possibly liking you again.

cause i still don't know how to act, don't know what to say. still wear the scars like it was yesterday but you're long gone and moved on(:

kamu. tega.

sahabat? iya masih kok, sejahat apapun kamu, kau tetep sahabatku. tapi maaf, aku kecewa. sebenernya sih ga masalah kalo kamu pacaran sama mantanku. cuma omonganmu yang gabisa dipegang itu yang bikin aku ragu mau percaya ke kamu lagi, tha. 
aku masih inget banget conversation ini;

T: jangan percaya dulu kalo dibilang sayang, jangan percaya dulu kalo dia khawatir. cowok model kaya hilm itu bisanya cuma bullshit. sumpah aku jadi gasuka kamu pacaran sama hilm. udah cuek dia
V: iya aku tau ko, oke makasih:))

how care she is, keliatan banget dia peduli sama gue. tapi semua berubah ketika gue putus. dia mendadak jutek, and dunno why. 

V: aku pts
T: iya aku udah tau cul, sabarya:)

see? dulu kamu yang nyaranin biar aku putus sama dia, tapi kenapa sekarang kamu yang jadian sama dia? maybe this is my karma. SELAMAT YA, LONGLOVE!!:))